went study in church w Ly tday.
yes. this is the first time i really studied.
proud of me? well, i am.
cant find my class pbwiki page! >.<
read sherlyn's blog and the tag kris left was surrounding me!
devil!
but still, they seem to be so, close.
closer than me and him.
illusions? hope so.
jealousy is rising in me. higher and higher.
the news of her and Ly not gg tmr really make me SCREAM for JOY!
like finally i can spend time w him, quietly w/o distractions.
how to explain such joy?
sometimes i really wonder, what keeps me gg?
God factor w his factor?
i'm sure there's 20% of his factor which keeps me gg.
i love the way he talks to me.
with the most serious looking eyes ever. you'll melt when u sees them, i promise!
being such a LOOOONG time since i last seen him and talked to him.
i miss him.
tmr's the day i'll see him. for lunch service and everything.
i wna sit beside him again, and feel the uneasiness whenever he getsn too close.
i miss tt feeling!
tt uneasiness.
it rocks!

can i have tt feeling more often? please.
Ly tday really leave me w a super BIG question mark!
i feel the siaoness in her alr.

anyway, i know God has a PERFEECT plan for my future.
He will give us what we desire the most.
i am strongly convinced tt my God, is the BEST GOD EVER!

shall sleep early tonight.