Lust

parts of growing up is being exposed to sex.

whether we like it or not, we will be exposed to it somehow.

more than just wanting to know the meaning of this three letter word, we are curious to find out how is it like.

i have my fair share (out of curiosity) and as i grew older, i am doing it just because i want to do it.

i have been conflicting about the idea of travelling with a someone who is already in a relationship. however, i gave in because i have travelled with a male before and nothing has really happened.

i knew this time round, it would be different but i went ahead anyways.

indeed, it was as expected. he wanted it out of lust, i wanted it just cause.

the only thing that made me hold back is that this man... is in a relationship with another woman. someone he claims to love very much.

i am having a friend with benefits with a man who has a girlfriend, possibly a fiancee in the near future.

i cannot kick the idea of his gf finding out about us out of my mind. i tried my best to not kiss him, so i will feel better.

he kept asking for more.

no lies, i enjoyed it.

however, i must admit that my trust in men has been totally tarnished by one man. one man who is after lust. one man who said that he loves his girlfriend right after cheating on her with me in a foreign land.

who can you trust these days?